February 2012
225 posts
Me when I go out: I should've stayed home
Me when I stay home: I should've gone out
Me when i'm around people: i want to be alone
Me when i'm alone: I want to be around people.
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“It was the usual midday university scene, but as I sat watching it with renewed...”
– Watanabe Toru
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At one point of time, I felt hatred for almost everything. I hated school. I hated assignments. I hated everything that robbed me of time to do what I wanted to do. More than anything, I wanted to draw. I hated people who gathered in groups. I couldn’t stand to look at their faces. Most of all, I hated myself and who I had become. Really, I just want this semester to be over and done with. I...
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Thoughts are so crystal clear in my head. So many complicated and profound thoughts. But when I try to form those into words for presenting, they become a jumbled mess. I probably seem like a weird alien to people.
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lypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause
drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to run away
escapism: a mental desire to retreat from unpleasant realities through fantasy
wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one’s very existence
dysania: the state of finding it difficult to get out of bed in the morning
sanctuary: a small safe place in a troubling world
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